50 SECRETS Be honest no matter what! Has anyone told you “Forever and ever” then left? not that I can think of Your relationship status? it’s complicated. Where did you meet your crush(s)? i first met him on the beach this summer. Have you ever lost a close friend? yep Do you smoke weed regularly? no i do not smoke weed at all. Think back to the beginning of 2009, are you still dating the same person? no Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship? no not at all When was the last time you really laughed? i think that last time i really laughed was on tuesday night with my two best frannnds=] Something’s wrong, first guy you turn to? kevin most likely First girl you’d go to? Chelsea, Alyssa, Staci, Nicole Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did? i’m sure there is. Angry at anyone? nopppe What’s stopping you from going for the person you like? well, hm, how to explain this…lol When was the last time you cried really hard? i think like two weeks ago? Is there anyone you would do anything for? yes Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 mins on the phone? hm, actually i’m not 100 percent sure What is your favorite song? Just the Way You Are-Bruno Mars Do you like Red Bull? ew no. How many people can you tell just about everything to? like three Have you ever wished on a shooting star? nope Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you? yes he means a ton to me Describe yourself in one word? fun. Do you have anything that belongs to your ex? yes Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender? yeah Do you rebound? no What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship? i’d get pretty upset.. Do you act differently around the person you like? no i don’t think so. Honestly, what girl’s number do you have memorized? no ones lol Is it hard to make you laugh? not at all Who was the last person to make you mad? my mom Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again? don’t really care Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? yes=] Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before? LMAO whaaaa? Would you like to put a night on repeat, and live it forever? yes Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out? yepppp Is your best friend a slut? LMAO! Oh def! just kidding nah they good girls Is hard drugs a turn off? yes Are you happy with life right now? actually, i am. What is your favorite thing to put on your head? um i guess a hood? Have you ever had a detention or been fired? nope Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship? for like a day but i didn’t realize Have you ever had your heart broken? yes Have you ever broken someone’s heart? maybe Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in? no Where is your best friend? on vidchat with mehh=] i don’t know where the other is lol probs home Something you’re happy about? tomorrow is friday=] How is your heart lately? completely and totally taken=]
You said you’re doing what’s best for us…
But are you sure? I understand what you’re going through and I understand its hard, but us ending up like this…was that the best thing for us? I want you to remember, you’ll always be one of the most important people to me and ill never forget.
People are stupid.
I hate when people say lies. The best one I’ve heard is that I’m a cheater. LISTEN UP PEOPLE! I have NEVER cheated nor will I because I don’t believe in it. I think its foolish and childish. Plus I’ve been cheated on and I felt like shit. I would never put someone else through that pain. Next time before you say shit, get the real information from me first! Thanks=)
Being an aunt..
is the best feeling in the world! I love my nephew more than anything<3
Things are so different now that you’re gone.
God saw you getting tired a cure was not to be. So he put his arms around you & whispered come with me. With tearful eyes , we watched you pass away. Although we love you dearly,we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest.. God broke our hearts to prove to us, he only takes …the best!
I haven’t written on here in awhile but lately I’ve been thinking so much and I just needed to write it all out. I lost my Grandpa in early October and I just have not been even close to the same. Grandpa—The days keep on going by but I feel like I’m still standing still. I never knew how hard it would be to say goodbye to you. You were a wonderful man full of wisdom and humor and I’ll never forget it. All I think about is all the plane stories you told. You loved telling stories and even though you repeated them over and over, I loved hearing it. I’d do anything to hear those stories again. Things are so different. Now all I have is pictures and memories in my head. You will live on in my heart forever Grandpa. I look up at the sky and know you’re looking right back at me, holding my letter and picture in your hand. I miss you Grandpa. Rest In Peace Sweet Angel<3
Saying goodbye is the hardest thing.
I hate saying good-bye!=( that is all.
Wow its been a while.
It has been awhile since I posted. Lol ok like a week. But yet again I’m spending the weekend in a hotel. I have my pageant this weekend and I’m kinda excited to just relax and do my thing. Well I think I’m gunna go to sleep. Wish me luck!=)
Going to a wedding alone is lonely…
So I went to my cousins wedding tonight! Congrats kate and mike!
So I went to this wedding alone because my wonderful boyfriend is at a family reunion. Watching all the happy couples dance made me quite lonely and really made me miss my love!=( wahh! I’m out. Goodnight everybody!